Thursday, December 31, 2009

09 end

This is probably the space where I should summarize all the big events in my life from this calendar year. Normally I'd get pretty excited at that idea, but for some reason as I sit here and face the actual task, I become less interested in it. That and most everyone has left work already; we were all told we could leave at noon, just about 1.5 hours ago, but instead I'm stubbornly trying to wrap up a design problem I've gotten myself into.

I guess I can say that I'm thankful for several things in 2009, among them:
  • Laura's family having let us live with them (Ryan & Bridget throuth the end of last year, then her parents in the first few months of this year)
  • For having been able to keep my job when my employer cut 1/3 of the company back in April
  • For finally having been able to buy a house, and have a place to call my own
  • For having been able to get back into rowing, and much to my suprise, to have gotten back into the shape that I was in five years ago when I had previously been rowing in Boston
  • That I was able to spend a long weekend visiting Boston
  • And most importantly, most excitedly, that Laura is pregnant, and that we are expecting to meet our boy in March.

There was a lot of other weird shit and lessons learned this year, most of which seemed to have some relationship to money, and all of which, in the big picture, really don't ammount to much, but all of which seemed to cause me much stress. Otherwise, I've got a lot of personal growing to do still, and I hope that doing so will be possible as I step into fatherhood and find myself with even less time to get things done than I have now.

So there, that's good enough for today. Happy New Year everyone.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

profuse (but not necessarily interesting) blogging

Quite possibly for the first time in my life, I don't want it to rain. The dirt (mud!) in my back yard is far too wet for me to run the tiller over it to break it up, not to mention anything about tilling in good compost in preparation for planting my trees. So every day I stare out at my trees, still in their nursery pots, knowing that those poor roots are eager to get planted so that they can grow, and knowing that I can't do much about it right now.

I more or less decided to say 'the hell with it', and just go fight the mud and work in the compost as best I can, tilling until the tines get clogged, then clean them out, then go again, over and over as much as is necessary until the job is done. But we'll see how that goes. In the mean time the rainy days just seem to keep stacking up, which I know is a great thing for the state's water needs, but bad for me and further proof that I just should have made this happen back in September or October.

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Laura and I decided to wainscot the bottom half of the walls in the kid's room and paint the top half. The wainscotting will be the same white color that is on the walls of the house now (Frazee's "Swiss Coffee"), but the top half needs something different. Laura was initially thinking about a neutral color, but in our recent rush to try and get things done and be vibrant and different, we chose a blue that was supposed to play off colors in a new crib skirt. Without thinking I purchased two gallons, THEN went to apply some to the wall to check it out. BAD DECISION.

In and of itself, this is a pleasing color, but it ain't going in my boy's room, and both Laura and I agree on this. WAY too pastell-Easter-eggy-BLUE! Just not the right color. And thanks to the policies of every place I've ever purchased paint, we can't take it back. So it looks like my garage will have a sky-blue ceiling some day, when ever I get around to texturing and painting it, that is. And maybe I'll use some of it to paint under the eaves outside the house (I've heard this is good for keeping bugs from nesting up there; they think it's sky and go elsewhere).

So now we've purchased a quart of a substantially more neutral shade of brown which we'll try out and think about before we buy all the paint we really need. Later we'll revisit the addition of color to the room with accents and decorations.

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After the paint incident I had this great idea for a small business. You get on-line and tell me what color paint you'd like to sample in small quantity. I go buy it, dole it out, and send it to you for a small fee. That was you can try out colors without having to buy a whole bunch of paint. Of course the problem would be that I'd end up with gallons and gallons of random colored paint that nobody wants, and lots of money spent buying these unused paints. Oh, and then a coworker of mine pointed out that Lowes will sell paint samples in small jars, mixed exactly to the color you want.

So much for that money making (?) endeavor.

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I keep forgetting to mention that we cancelled our cable TV subscription. "What the what?" you might ask yourself? Well, we kept complaining that we have all these damn channels that we either never watch or never seem to find much to watch on, and that the money we were spending on it could go to better used (like, perhaps Netflix or savings). We also realized that most every night we come home from work, complain about the things we need to get done around the house or something we'd like to be reading, but then every time without fail sit down and watch TV instead.

With very few exceptions, we really only watched some of the networks and Discovery. And since no cable company seems anywhere closer to offering a-la-carte channel selection packages, we killed the cable and put up the antenna, which actually pulls down all the networks (even in HD!) and PBS. I know I experienced serious withdrawals during the first couple days, but we're slowly aclimating.

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Movie review: Sherlock Holmes. Very entertaining, decent story, good FX. The scene where they make you think that Watson dies is odd, because they bring him RIGHT back without allowing for any real recovery time. Otherwise it was a good movie, and they set themselves up pretty well for a sequel. I would recommend this film.

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Lastly, and briefly, Laura and I are in the market for better cell phones. Naturally I'd love to switch to an iPhone, but I need something that fits in the existing budget, which is to say I don't want to spend any money on a new phone. That said, I want a phone with a good camera, and one that let's me keep track of schedule stuff, takes notes, etc. My brief research so far shows WAY too many choices, most of them too expensive. Any ideas?

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

nonsense the the back yard

HOW IS A PERSON EVER SUPPOSED TO HAVE THE TIME TO KEEP UP WITH ALL OF THE CRAP on the internet? My goodness, someone has a baby (Laura's friend) and she posts every 26.5 minutes. News articles are coming out all of the time, some of them with actual, legitimate news! I need to plug a wireless router into my BRAIN in order to be constantly downloading stuff, and then I need a second brain just to sift through it all in a vain attempt to find anything useful or interesting! Usefulresting! That's my new word.

BACK YARD! My back yard is ... beginning to get out of control. Wait, let me back up a step.

NO PLAN. I've come to realize that I've been operating all these years without a real plan. I just do the stuff I enjoy, which usually comes at the expense of not getting done the stuff that I really need to do. Consequently I quess at what should come next. While that works sometimes, lately it has backfired. A lot.

Back yard. Again.
I dug five holes in anticipation of planting trees in my back yard. Then I realized I might not be able to afford the trees. Then I realized I could make it work out, but that essentially all the holes were in the wrong places. So I re-dug four of those five holes, and added a sixth hole a day before it rained for an entire weekend. All of my tree holes filled with water, and after a week when they still had not drained on their own, I spent two hours bucket-emptying them by hand.

Later I decided I needed to break up the chunks of clay I dug up so that when it does come time to plant, my new trees won't be loosely held in by huge blocks of earth. So I knocked down my dirt piles and attempted to break up everything with a tiller, except that there is still SO much water in my dirt that it actually binds to the tines of the rototiller, forming tha fast spinning wheel o'mud which eventually just skims over the dirt and fails to break up any of the clay.

I finally was able to buy the trees and have them delivered yesterday, but then last night at about 11:30 a random, freak wind storm came in from the east and blew all of them over, prompting me to get up out of bed and go move all of them around the side of the house and out of the wind. Oh yeah, and the wind stopped AS SOON as I finised moving the trees.

Good times. Oh and every time I walk around my back yard now, each boot becomes roughly 10 lb heavier what with all the mud that cakes on.

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I have to touch on a theme again, because I can't seem to stop whining about it. If any of you know a way I can earn money on the side of my real job, legally, please let me know. Baby is on the way, and so is a reduced income. Must dig way out of small financial hole and weld a lid on that hole.

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Lastly, remember one thing today: Usefulresting.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

my new money making venture

I've just come up with the most brilliant idea for a new cable TV and web media network. The Nothing Channel (C). People always complain that there's nothing on TV, well, we provide that, guaranteed.

Tune into our channel or log on to our web site ANY time of day, ANY day of the week, and there you'll find nothing. No talking heads, no unconfirmed reports of Big Foot roaming the streets, no promises and no follow-through. Nothing at all.

The overhead costs should be low, as should the upkeep. It would be like a vacation for all those tired bloggers and lost mediaphiles looking for ... relief? ... from the pounding insane flurry of information overload.

Our main competitors (Simply Turning off the TV, Inc., and Not Hetting On-Line, LLC) would be very hard to beat, though, so writing up my business plan will be tricky, but I think I can do it.